Tuesday, October 26, 2010

words

Be careful when you choose them. No matter online or IRL, terlajak perahu boleh diundur tapi terlajak kata kau gigit lidah (or jari?) aje lah.

Whatever. Sick of being misconstrued already. Cakap macam ni salah, cakap macam tu salah.

Lighter note because I can't be cryptic all the time: SACE (unofficial) lagi sehari. Mulai hari ini sampai Jumaat aku akan cuba cakap 100% Bahasa Melayu, supaya hari Khamis ni tak akan terpacul perkataan-perkataan Inggeris hatta 'OK' sekalipun dari mulut aku. Tolong doakan aku sebab aku agak hancur dalam bab bercakap ni (sila rujuk perenggan pertama).

Sebagai penutup aku tujukan ucapan berikut kepada semua calon South Australian Certificate of Education 2010, terutama sekali dari INTEC:

Baiklah, sihat (Achik 2010).
Semua terbaik dan baik nasib.
Semoga lepas dengan warna terbang!

Hambar, aku tau, tapi aku suka,
Fatimah (sebab Alice bukan Bahasa Melayu lol)

Thursday, October 21, 2010

not a counter-attack

but rather, a good great news, my dream is finally closer than I think!
(no, not Otago, something lamer, lol)

Remember this?



The original AP version will cost me at least RM1000 per JSK, which is definitely waaaay beyond what I could afford. I was left to drool over the set, witness the whole collection being re-released on AP's site, see them being sold out completely (yet again) and drool over them once again on egl_comm_sales. It's painful, really, wanting for something so impossible....

...Until this saves the day.

Melty Chocolate replica by Dream of Lolita (Taobao), approximate price RM150+

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111!!!!!11!!1!!!!!!


So who cares if it's a replica? Call me vile or anything, but I don't have anything against that. The construction looks okay, and the price is damn way cheaper than the original version. Although the quality is inferior to the original AP rare print, it's definitely worth the price. Not everyone could work their ass off to earn money for lolita dresses, and even if everyone could, not everyone could justify spending half of her taxpayer-funded semester allowance for a frickin lolita dress. Might as well use that money for Toroa College accommodation deposit, no?

I might end up buying this baby in mint. Probably as an early birthday present. Next year, before going to Otago (Insya-Allah, pray for my success in SACE okeh thank you :D :D).

But, uh, of course, need to wait for the reviews first, should there be any flaws on the print, or any misplaced icky laces (the gold trimming is like, uh, out of the world :O). But yeah, if it's generally okay I won't hesitate to buy one. Just need to work my ass off helping mom with our kuih business for a month, then y hola dream dress!

Of course I won't pass it off as AP,
Alice

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

i take drugs

I was introduced to binaural beats from my eagerness to induce lucid dreaming and astral projection. A bit skeptical at first, but since the science behind the whole thing is logical, I thought it won't hurt to give it a try.

(unfortunately, I can't seem to be able to lucid dream or astral project with the help of them binaural beats. Without them, however, I managed to partially move out of my physical body. Awesomeness.)

Anyhoo, last week, my friend on fb introduced me to this binaural beats software called I-Doser. Apparently, you can get all sorts of binaural beat 'doses' from this program, ones that can allegedly induce feelings of euphoria, hallucinations, intoxication, alertness, near-death experiences, things like that. It's the digital equivalent to taking drugs (or antidepressants, or caffeine, or aphrodisiacs, or whatever), sans the side effects.

(Legal DMT in my computer? YES PLEASE!!)

Of course I was interested. I am a Goa trancer, after all, and all Goa trancers will involve in hallucinogenics in one way or another (mine would be the natural DMT mentioned in my previous posts), so it's only natural for me to try the digital version of hallucinogens on I-Doser.

So I tried several doses, and here's the result:

Lucid Dream: As mentioned above, no lucid dreams with aids
AstralQH: Same as Lucid Dream. I am too Goa to astral project with aids lol
Ecstasy: It worked :D (hey, don't blame me, I'm curious :P)
Memory+: Not that I can feel the effects straight away anyway, so I dunno
Brain+: Didn't finish the dose, but even if I do I guess I'll have to say "Refer to Memory+"
TripQH: Nothing. Nada. Disappointed.
LSD: Didn't finish the dose because I was 'too scared'. First timer lol.
Anti-Sad: Played the dose, listened to it, fell asleep after 90%. Woke up, felt a sudden rush of despair, and cried uncontrollably for half an hour. Hebat punya opposite effect.

(didn't try DMT yet because I have plenty in my brain)


The verdict? I can safely conclude that I-Doser should be renamed as I-Placebo. I'm going to prove myself wrong by blind-testing Gates of Hades on some of my friends here, but for the time being I'll just stick to my placebo doses. And try full Peyote dose after this, perhaps.

(maybe you will be as awesome as this!)

Saturday, October 2, 2010

support Mr. Yan

Hi all. As you know I made my first Bodyline purchase (first = new, from the website, not secondhand) a couple of weeks ago, because Mr. Yan's birthday sale is too tempting to miss, and I've been saving for it since the last birthday sale. It was more of a compulsive decision really, as I intended to use the money to buy me a nice pair of boots (an attempt to lose the pants in my lolita coord without having to expose the shape of my legs). But since I was so smitten with this particular print since the first day of its release, I thought what the hell, Mr. Yan punya birthday setahun sekali so yeah (the decision was also fueled by the roommate, who I guess was already exasperated with my reluctance to spend over RM50 for a single item, and me continuously pestering her with questions like 'Ko tengok dress ni, lawa tak?' and 'Ko rase patut tak aku beli ni?Sekarang tengah sale, Mr. Yan tengah mengamuk. Harga asal $50, aku memang suka sebab dia macam AatP punya Castle of Nightmare. Ade group order lagi, boleh jimat shipping. Aaaa, tapi reluctant doh!'. Something along that line XD)

So to cut things short, I went on and gave the link of my desired JSK (l188 in red) to Akiko, the GO organiser, paid for it and waited for my 'dream dress' to arrive. This part was perfect and swift; by 23rd September the parcel arrived from Bodyline, and a week later it arrived at my place. I was also very satisfied price-wise, as the shipping is just RM10 per item, postage was free (I opted for e-parcel. Apparently the free postage is going to be discontinued after 20 October so cepat2!) and her charges are way cheaper than those of the other GO organisers (included in the item price so you might be inclined to think there are no charges applied).

The parcel arrived in a double-membraned brown envelope (double membrane means just that.) and beneath that, the familiar red Bodyline packaging. I'm making a collection of these Bodyline plastics. The packaging was not much of a problem, since a JSK is less fragile than, say, a pair of shoes (which I heard would be shipped without any shoe boxes whatsoever).

On to the JSK, this is what I got:


I am absolutely in love with the print. It features ornately framed rose bouquets, ribbons, cosmetics and accessories over a gingham-like background. I didn't get a clear picture of the print from the website at first, just the impression that it was something like a classic lolita-ish version of the AatP's Castle of Nightmare print (which encouraged me even more to buy it). Upon receiving the JSK, however, I knew I have made the right choice.

I was at first mortified with the absence of waist ties on the JSK, thinking that Bodyline had somehow forgotten to include it with it, but after checking I found out that indeed the JSK doesn't have any form of waist ties. Which is bad because apparently, the JSK is a bit too big for me on the bodice part (you'd think having shirring will make it wearable for small and big girls alike, but no, it's still too big for my 24.5 inches waist). I might need to add corset lacing on the back, granted I can find me a nice roll of grossgrain ribbon. That, or sew a couple of red waist ties/ add buttons so that I can attach the waist ties from my Baby JSK to it / leave it as it is and walk around looking pregnant.

Although the JSK is not lined, the fabric is of good quality and is thick enough. The crochet (?) lace is also lovely; although it doesn't have that much of details, it's better than having tons of itchy raschel lace on it really. There is also a nice row of rose lace on the ruffles, though it's not of the best quality (kind of stiff, not much of details, but satisfactory).


And as usual, whenever there is a big bow on a Bodyline JSK, you can bet it is removable. I don't like the idea of wearing the bow on my chest, so I will probably put it on my waist or make a head-eating headdress out of it or attach it on my bag. Another thing I must metion about the JSK is the fact that the shoulder straps are halter-styled. It might be great for regular lolitas (with an ability to tie a bow correctly) because it's more interesting than the usual styles of straps, but since I'm wearing a tudung, having a big bow on the back of my neck would not make much of a difference; if anything, they would make me look as if I have a big frickin tumour over there. Even if I were to tuck my tudung inside my blouse, I don't know how to tie a bow properly like that in the stock pics, makanya sia-sia sahaja. So we'll see about that later. If I need to cantas them, I'll cantas them.

Anyhoo here's a coordination pic. Bows are there partly for the lulz, and partly because I want to balance the reds in my coord.


Overall I must say I am happy with my purchase, and would probably buy a lot more from Mr. Yan after this (since it's the only way I could get lolita items apart from sewing till my thumb is broken/ searching for loliable items and altering them till my thumb is once again broken).
I make a bad EGL reviewer, don't I?

With love,
Alice/Siti Fatimah/Maya Arielle/Vryzzer/Katharin Vallion/Emma de Lumiere

Friday, October 1, 2010

blogger paling malas

Heya. It's been a month. This time, my excuse would be the dreaded trial exam. Trial is awesome, we should do it more often, it doesn't matter if we get A in our Maths paper/managed to answer Malay paper perfectly within the time limit/ get into the Pelajar Cemerlang list or not, as long as we have tried our best yayyy!!! *cue fake optimistic squeal*

Anyway, I am not going to bitch about the trial exam or whatever, because I believe what's done is done, and it's my fault anyway that I didn't get anywhere near the expected level of an NZ-bound pharmacist student-to-be. I am here to bitch about how it feels when one is deceived.



Hahahaha, no wayy. You don't expect me to be that brave, do you? But one thing for sure, I am a 'feeler', therefore I can assure you that my hunch is quite reliable (although I felt that most of the time those 'hunches' are merely paranoia).

But yeah, when you look back, it's my fault anyway. I can perfectly understand why am I being deceived. So yeah, there's no need for me to bitch about it. Just felt like mentioning it here, because I was amazed with my ability to 'read' people's minds. Maybe if I were to be a sparkly vegetarian vampire, I would have real mind-reading abilities.



On a lighter note, I made a Soundcloud profile. For those unaware of the existence of this website, Soundcloud is a site for producers and DJs to publish their productions and remixes for free. I have published two track for you guys to listen to. Nothing remarkably awesome though, just a couple of no-vocal stuffs I made using FL Studio 9. I still can't pigeonhole my tracks into any genre, though. If you have any clue on which genre do my tracks belong to (progressive? techno? fidget house(XD)? ), please tell me. I'm a noob in music production hahahah. While you're at it, do drop a comment there. I need to know where can I improve myself, music production-wise.

Sneak preview: I bought a Bodyline JSK :D Shall post a review on the next post.

Don't want to write more. Have some sewing projects to complete. Till next time.
Alice