a muslim lolita's dilemma

*thought I might want to write something about this. It's been long since the Muslim Lolita blog is updated*

In my humble opinion, lolita fashion could work with the Muslim clothing guidelines, as lolita is a very modest fashion. I said 'could work' because there are some outfits that are deemed unsuitable to be worn by a Muslimah, as they might be too form-fitting (thus defeating the purpose of covering the aurat) or having inaproppriate motifs (crosses - like most of Moitie's dresses *sigh*. Some stricter Muslims also do not approve of animal motifs in clothings, especially dog motifs. But I do think that IW's Puppy collections are very adorable though). Apart from that, I don't think there are any problems regarding wearing lolita as a Muslimah. You can wear a long-sleeved blouse with a normal JSK (you can opt for a cardigan if you think the JSK is too form-fitting), and wear a cute matching hijab, and maybe a little bow on your hijab to lolify it further. One thing though.

What the hell am I going to do with my legs????

Here's the dilemma. You see, other lolitas will choose either to wear a pair of OTK socks, knee-high socks or tights (or even ankle socks if you prefer) before slipping into their favourite tea parties or RHS or mary janes. As a Muslimah, while OTK socks and their counterparts may seem to cover them legs enough to warrant them as Muslimah attire-friendly, they have one problem - they show the shape of your legs. And that's a no-no, because you are still deemed as not covering your aurat.

covers your skin all right, but the shape still shows, love.

So for about 3 years, I wore lolita with dress pants or slacks to complete the Muslimah look. For 3 years also, I refused to show my lolita coords to public (aside to a number of people who I'm positive do not have any inkling on lolita fashion). You see, the lolita community generally disprove of pants in coords (other than the obvious dandy/ouji/kodona...but those are not lolita really). I've seen one post on egl a few years back, and from what I saw these people are less forgiving when it comes to pants in lolita. Maybe you could say that pants + skirt combination generally looks off and impractical (although more people are starting to adopt the dress + pants combo in their casual coords nowadays...in my country at least). Still, I do not have any choice other than wearing pants with my lolita dresses (people have suggested tight jeans or leggings, but those definitely defeat the purpose of covering up the aurat, no doubt), so I just went on with that. Most of the times, I dare not label my coord as lolita (this was before the emergence of the Muslim Lolita group).

NOT LOLITA YO

Even when I reveal my coords for the world to see, I'll make sure that the legs part are carefully cropped so as to avoid revealing any glimpse of pants (or socks for indoor shoots)

EEP! What are those two cylinder-like things under my JSK???

After months of lurking on egl, I suddenly discovered something awesome. A fellow Muslim Lolita, Noor Al-Kattan (sugar_noor on daily_lolita... she's the icon of Muslim Lolita really ^^) posted a lolita coord on d_l, and instead of pants, she wore boots!

I've been pondering over the idea wearing boots to cover up my legs really. You see, unlike OTK socks or tights, some boots are loose enough and do not show the shape of the legs. Perfectly OK for a Muslimah.

Awesomeness

While this certainly excites me (yay for showing full coords to the world!), I have another problem: lolita boots are expensive and cheapskate me can't afford them. BAWWW!

But that didn't stop me. Why baww over expensive lolita boots when you can buy normal boots and lolify them? But then, boots are expensive on their own (read: more expensive than shoes) and I can only spend RM50 over a single item (major lol). Still, I scoured Times Square and Sungei Wang, hoping to find a nice loliable lace up knee-high boots which are not too form-fitting in either black or white - preferably white - which cost less than RM50. Gila impossible! But thank God, somehow I found one (although not in white)!

All hail awesomeboot (ignore smudged background...don't even bother to guess)

Personally I think the boots suit certain lolita styles well (gothic and classic: maybe, pirate: of course!). Too bad I can't find a sweeter white coloured boots - I prefer white because my current wardrobe mainly consists of sweeter dresses. But I was very grateful to find this one really. Finally, something to wear with my new Bodyline JSK!

sorry them boots are far from visible in this coord pic XP

My next mission would be finding an appropriate white boots (hopefully under RM50 also). I heard that Danga Festive Street Mall has a couple of shops selling damn cheap boots (kes tak laku). I need a pair for the Malaysian Lolita Club's fashion runway - planning to wear my handmade Children's Tea Party JSK (from this "project registration") and twin with Chark on that day. If you find any please do tell me! :D :D

Boots are a Muslim Lolita's best friend XD

Alice

lucid dreaming (and dreaming in general)

(yes, because this is very lucid dream-ish. 'Sides, it's Goa. *ends argument*)

It's very weird, you see, to know that I haven't blogged about this (properly, at least) despite being a self-confessed hippie (yeah, turns out that I'm morphing into a full-blown hippie with a penchant for everything New Agey - even Neotantra! - thanks to my immense love towards Goa trance). I can't really label myself as a regular lucid dreamer, because I rarely have lucid dreams even though I practically sleep 12 hours per day. But I do have vivid dreams every time I sleep, resulting in either oversleeping or intense sluggishness while frying curry puffs (obstructive sleep apnoea perhaps - Hypochondriac Alice). And mind you, I can remember every single dream that I had, without needing to learn dream recalling techniques. So I guess I'm almost there?

As far as I can remember, I only had around 4 lucid dreams after discovering about it. I may had more when I was little (e.g. reality check when dreaming about going to the toilet to make sure I don't wet the bed lol), but those didn't count because I didn't know anything about lucid dreaming at that time. My latest lucid dream was about me going to Bukit Putus, Kuala Pilah, stopping by a small house and meeting my ex-schoolmates. Unfortunately, as soon as I deduced that I was dreaming, know what I did? Instead of flying, I opened my eyes! Utter disappointment.

Lately, I keep having dreams involving me reaching high places (riding an escalator from ground level to the 3rd level without going through the 2nd level, or, oddly, climbing ropes in a shopping mall), only to inadvertently fall back to where I started. It was both frightening and wonderful - frightening because everything was so vivid, it can almost pass off as a real life 10-metre plunge downwards; wonderful because everything was so vivid, you could even feel the adrenaline rush. Good thing though, each time I fall, I managed to bring it to a halt, allowing me to rise up again. Woah, talk about metaphor (at the peak of my academic excellence at school, falling miserably during AUSMAT, passing SACE with TER ATAR 94? Hope so! Amin!). It's kinda freaky, because I never had any themes in my dreams before (aside from the usual 'going to familiar places altered beyond recognition' - I have those every night), unlike my housie Leana who has running dreams since forever. But yeah, now that I have familiarized myself with the escalator dreams, I'm determined to make it lucid. Next time I have one of those I'll be flying instead of falling yo!

Talking about making lucid dreams, it seems like my hypothesis is correct - I cannot lucid dream with aids, be it binaural beats or isochronic tones or hallucinogens (I-Doser version of course) or even somnacin (lol!). I listened to lucid dreaming isochronic tones twice, then tried astral projection tones, then OOBE. Nothing. Don't get me started on I-Doser. Even in complete darkness, pure silence, with my bro's AVF HM900 headphones, I didn't get anything noticeable (but somehow, I did experience the feeling of being sucked deeper into my body while listening to the Trip dose). Right now I'm in the midst of trying the lucid dreaming induction techniques devised by the Lucidity Institute. It may or may not succeed, but I'm determined to make it happen. My goal is to have at least one lucid dream per week, although having more than four dreams in one night like my man Stephen LaBerge would be most awesome.

I love this guy. He's the best ever, like Prof. Stephen Duffull. It would be very awesome to be his student, no? :D

So yeah, I believe that with enough practice, I will reach that level. It's not that difficult, isn't it?After all, Top also lucid dreams, so I don't see how I, a person fifty times more Goa than him, can't do the same. I have plenty of time to practice this holiday, hope I'll get there before January (haha, aim for the moon baby! Like ATAR 94!). In the meantime, are there any of you lucid dreamers out there who would be kind enough to share a couple of tips with me? I would most appreciate it :D

When you dream there are no rules. People can fly. Anything can happen.

Alice

old flame?

Hari ni aku dapat missed call misteri dari sape entah aku pun tak tau. Dia call nombor aku yang lama. Disebabkan nombor lama tu aku selalu guna untuk urusan-urusan rasmi, aku pun cuak la takut-takut Tunku Sofiah Larasih ke telefon aku (contoh...mane la tau permohonan aku untuk claim balik deposit Toroa College diluluskan ke kan), so aku call la balik. Orang tersebut angkat. Berikut merupakan transkrip perbualan aku dengan orang tersebut.

Aku: H-hello, saya Fatimah, tadi ada telefon nombor ni ke? (nada sungguh formal tapi tergagap-gagap because I suck at verbal conversations)

Orang: Huh? <--- okey sah bukan pegawai mana-mana

Aku: Er, ni nombor sape yek?

Orang: Hai, saya Saiful, dari KEMPAS.

Gila sial! KEMPAS yang dah lama gila aku shove jauh-jauh dari memori aku kot (ada peristiwa buruk berkaitan dengan tu). Apahal makhluk ni call aku pulak, lepas 4 tahun kot baru nak contact.

And, sejak bila la pulak ada budak nama Saiful dari KEMPAS ni? Saiful PKTR aku tau la, sebab aku love him so strong (inside joke). Ke aku yang lupa?

(FYI, KEMPAS tu ialah Kem Pendidikan Alam Semulajadi 2007 peringkat kebangsaan. Aku, Linda ngan Amirah Samsuri (A-Level) pergi jadik wakil negeri time tu, menang second place. Kat situ aku jumpa S*****)

By the way, sambung conversation.

Aku: KEMPAS? KEMPAS 4 tahun lepas tu? Biar betul kau. Mana dapat nombor ni?

Orang: Mana dapat tu tak penting, yang penting saya nak kawan dengan awak. Saya suka sangat tengok awak. Boleh kita berkawan?

Kau tau tak, aku cukup anti betul bila makhluk spesies Homo sapiens kromosom XY dah mula keluarkan ayat "boleh kita berkawan" dan sewaktu dengannya ni. Kau nak kawan, kawan je la tak perlu bagi ayat bunga-bunga. Biasa kalau makhluk XY ni bagi ayat macam tu mesti dia ada intention lain, as in carik awek. Bukan niat aku untuk jadik sombong ke apa, tapi aku lagi prefer if you cut the clichéd words short and say things like "Hey, I heard you like Goa trance. Menarik gila, biasanya girls dengar lagu Justin Bieber (contoh). Saya suka heavy metal, tapi ada jugak lagu Goa trance yang saya suka. Filteria sangat bagus".

(sekadar selingan. Apparently ramai heavy metal fans suka lagu ni sebab ia SANGAT AWESOME!)

Dan satu lagi, what's with that "Saya suka sangat tengok awak" tu? Boleh kau ingat pulak muka aku macamana lepas dah 4 tahun? Kalau benda ni betul la, aku memang salute habis. Dahlah tak pernah contact, tiba-tiba stalk cakap "saya suka sangat tengok awak". Creepy. Part ni dah mula menimbulkan syak wasangka aku.

ALSO, weh apekahhhhh??? Perkataan yang aku paling anti! Mana dapat nombor? "Itu tak penting...". GAHHHH boleh tak bagitau terus? Kau mintak dari adik aku ke, dari Linda ke, kau google nama aku keluar nombor aku ke. Sebab aku tak bagi nombor aku kat strangers okeh mestilah aku kena tau sebab aku panik. Kalau nak kata dapat dari buku program KEMPAS, aku punya nombor tu tak wujud lagi masa zaman KEMPAS kot. Aku beli lepas kem tu sebab nak tepon S***** lama-lama (kantoi).

Cakap pasal S*****, aku tiba-tiba dapat realization. Wait, budak ni kata dia budak KEMPAS, siapa la pulak yang tau pasal KEMPAS ni kan. Dia dapat nombor yang memang aku tak bagi kat budak KEMPAS yang lain except S***** dan schoolmates dia.

Ni mesti makhluk S***** menyamar ni! Suara pun macam sama! Hoh! (Linda ade kata dia nak contact aku balik before SACE hari tu, tapi aku tak bagi dia nombor baru kasi padan muka sikit).

So aku tanya dia:

Aku: Yo, ni S***** ke?

Orang: *senyap jap* Eh tak lah.

Aku: Cakap betul-betul, ni S***** ke? Macam ye je.

Orang: Bukan. Saya Saiful.

Disebabkan aku dah geram dan sayang kredit, aku suruh dia mesej aje and letak tepon. Dia kemudiannya bagi mesej yang berikut:

"Awak, saya nak kawan dengan awak boleh ke tak? Lagipun saya dah tengok muke awak kat facebook tau. Awak comel sangat..."

Aku geram tau tak geram. Nampak sangat.

"Mane dapat nombor ni? Please bagitau. I don't give my number to strangers"

Dan dia tak reply2 lagi sampai sekarang.

Aku akan keep on with my first guess; 'Saiful' itu ialah S***** yang sedang menyamar. Aku ambik ESLS dan Maths Studies aku tau la deduce. Berdasarkan bukti-bukti di bawah, aku 95% confident yang dia tu S***** sebab:

1. Dia tau kewujudan KEMPAS.
2. Dia tau nombor aku
3. Dia punya suara sejiban
4. Taktik provokasi yang aku memang tau milik dia (awak comel la etc etc)
5. Tak nak cakap mana dapat nombor aku
6. 'Saiful'. LOL appropriate sungguh nama kau.

Aku takdela nak mengamuk lebih-lebih. Aku pun pernah menyamar ape, kenakan Ezra (kahkahkahkahkahkahkah). Tapi uh, kalau betul la kau S*****, apasal tak cakap je terus terang. Bukan aku nak makan kau pun. Hari tu aku tak contact sebab aku terlepas call kau, lepas tu malas nak call balik sebab takde kredit.

Dan kalau kau betul Saiful from KEMPAS, uh, please cakap mana dapat nombor okeh? Itu pet peeve aku orang tak nak bagitau mana dapat nombor. Aku takde la pulak join FinGang ke Brader Sistah Gempak ke ape.

Tapi, uh, lantaklah. Tak kacau hidup aku pun sebenarnya. At least ada bahan nak buat update blog kan muahahahaha. Sorry kalau terkasar bahasa gahahahaha (lol sorry tak ikhlas).

At least now you know what repels me,

Alice

got nothing better to write

Emo girl: Music is my life, I can't live without music.

Me: What kind of music? The one that tells you to slit your wrist because your life sucks? I believe it's "I can't live with music", honey :)

new song

Not entirely new, though, just felt like sharing this with you.

Unfortunately I'm still new when it comes to music production. Hope that I'll be able to improve my skills this holiday.

Lucid Dreaming to the Past by Vryzzer

If you're wondering, yeah, I intended to make psy (failed miserably, though)

cerekarama, feminism dan masochism

Raging feminism contents inside. Patah balik kalau cepat butthurt. You have been warned.

Semalam aku tengok telefilem Melayu, Masyitah. Tak berniat untuk tengok secara serius pun, tapi disebabkan aku sedang bosan tahap maksima masa potong kentang (nak baca buku tak boleh seba tengah potong kentang, so what do you expect), aku pun terpaksa la layan je. Lagipun channel lain takde cerita best. Kalau ikutkan, baik aku bawak laptop pergi ruang tamu, pasang Inception, pakat nganga sama adik-adik. But when you're doing potatoes there are things that you can't do makanya aku tengok ajelah drama tersebut. Itu pun tak tengok dari mula.

Dipendekkan cerita, Masyitah ni pasal seorang perempuan yang berhadapan dengan pergolakan rumah tangga akibat sikap mak mertua yang kuat menghasut. Si Masyitah ni ada anak yang autistic, jadi mak mertua dia yang loser tu guna alasan anak cacat tu untuk pisahkan dia dengan laki dia. Yang laki dia pun ikut aje cakap mak tanpa banyak soal. Tipikal la dalam keluarga Melayu. Mak mertua mesti menyampah gila dengan menantu perempuan dia, tuduh dia perempuan tak elok la, malas la, perampas anak orang la. Bila dapat cucu ada defect sikit, salahkan gene perempuan tu (padahal gene defect tu daripada anak dia yang merokok rantai 3 peket sehari). Bila tak dapat cucu pulak sekali lagi tuduh perempuan tu mandul la hape la (walaupun hakikatnya anak dia yang ada low sperm count sebab dah banyak 'bazirkan' masa muda-muda dulu!). Kalau anak dia dah mula tak dengar cakap dia, sekali lagi tuduh perempuan tu guna ilmu hitam la, guna-guna la, minyak dagu bayi la. Lepas tu pakat dapat sokongan padu daripada saudara-mara kasi pulau sama itu perempuan. Sampailah ke tua perempuan tu kena pulau. Ini bukan exaggeration, hal ini memang terjadi dalam masyarakat Melayu (even dalam keluarga aku sendiri - tapi version lain sikit la).

Disebabkan dah selalu sangat terjadi dalam masyarakat kita, penerbit-penerbit telefilem pun gunalah jalan cerita tersebut untuk buat telefilem. Basic storyline dah ada, cuma perlu ubah sikit-sikit aje, takut orang tuduh plagiat pulak kan. Lepas tu menang Anugerah Skrin. Honestly speaking, berapa banyak telefilem dah aku tengok cerita pasal perempuan yang dipulaukan keluarga suami or bergaduh dengan mak mertua. Itu baru yang aku tengok, belum yang aku tak tengok. Yang kelakarnya, semua cerita tersebut mesti memaparkan "ketabahan seorang wanita menjalani liku-liku kehidupan berumahtangga, yang akhirnya menemui kebahagiaan berkat kesabarannya", dan "kebahagiaan" tu biasanya bermaksud laki dia pulang ke pangkuan dia, dan mak mertua dia dapat terima dia. Macam Masyitah la, last2 laki dia lumpuh dan insaf lalu kembali semula kat dia, dan diakhiri dengan scene Masyitah menangis teresak-esak (meminta ampun perhaps) dan memeluk laki dia.

My question is: kenapa setiap kali buat cerita macam tu mesti paparkan perempuan sebagai seorang yang lemah dan tak buat apa-apa selain bersabar? Good thing jugak cerita semalam tu portray Masyitah sebagai wanita berkerjaya, kalau dia tu seorang ibu technically tunggal (kira gantung tak bertali la) yang terpaksa jual kuih demi menyara anak yang cacat (like the others) lagi la aku mengamuk sakan. Memang betul, sabar itu bagus, sabar separuh daripada iman, tapi kalau bersabar aje tak buat apa-apa kau ingat everything will be fine dalam sekelip mata?

Come on, let's face it, real life bukan macam kat dalam drama. Kau tak boleh expect laki kau yang kaki perempuan tu tiba-tiba insaf dan kembali ke pangkuan kau dalam sekelip mata. Kau tak boleh expect mak mertua kau yang kepala batu dan hati keras tu tiba-tiba boleh terima kau. Oh, by the way, kenapa mesti expect diorang insaf dan terima kau at the first place? Kenapa mesti bergantung pada diorang jugak? Tak boleh ke tinggalkan diorang terus, tak payah nak sakit-sakit hati? Tak boleh hidup tanpa laki? Sebelum kahwin boleh aje hidup. Tak elok putuskan silaturahim? Siapa yang mula-mula putuskan sebenarnya?

Perempuan ada hak, gunakanlah hak tu. Kalau dah terang-terang sangat diorang dah benci, buat apa menghegeh lagi kat diorang? Buang masa dan tenaga. They will manipulate you for their own satisfaction. Kau diam membisu, dia suruh sain agreement tukar hak milik tanah. Kau tak melawan, dia bawak perempuan lain masuk rumah. Kalau dah obvious sangat dia tak tunaikan tanggungjawab sebagai suami, mintaklah fasakh. Pergi jumpa peguam syariah. Kenapa masih jadi perempuan submissive yang ikut saja cakap laki walaupun boleh memudaratkan diri?

Itulah masalah masyarakat kita. Perempuan kena patuh, taat, ikut sahaja cakap orang jangan banyak soal. Kena bergantung kepada lelaki, kalau tak takleh hidup. Kalau laki buat hal, sabar...sabar... dia lelaki jadi dia ada hak nak buat apa-apa. memang betul, dalam Islam lelaki ialah pemimpin kaum wanita. Isteri kena taat perintah suami, kalau tak dikira nusyuz. Tapi hal ini tak boleh apply lagi kalau laki tu sendiri tak jalankan tanggungjawab dia. Apa ingat perempuan aje boleh nusyuz, lelaki pun boleh dikira nusyuz okeh. Tak caya pergi Google. Islam bukan agama yang zalim. When it comes to marital problems, seorang perempuan ada banyak options untuk bebaskan dirinya. Janganlah biarkan diri jadi punchbag - ada jalan keluar, gunakan sebaik-baiknya.

Dalam kes mak mertua kurang hajar pulak (macam nenek aku), buat apa memperbodohkan diri. Tunjuk la garang sikit! Dalam hidup ni kalau kita berterusan tunjuk diri lemah lembut dan submissive, orang senang take advantage. Dia tak terima, ok fine. Dia punya pasal. Dia dah tua, demented agaknya, don't bother about her anymore. Kalau ambik hati dia pun buang karan je kan, so baik tak payah. Lari jauh-jauh, putuskan contact. Selagi dia boleh kejar kau, selagi tu dia akan kejar dan kacau hidup kau, mintak harta la ape la (macam nenek aku). Sebab tu kalau boleh cariklah bakal laki yang yatim piatu, senang sikit hidup tak payah layan mak mertua yang banyak hal. Please la, be firm, forget about lemah lembut whatsoever. This is about your rights. Dalam soal hak kita tak boleh lemah lembut.

Aku dah lama sebenarnya nak tulis pasal ni, tapi pendam-pendam makanya jadik panjang macam ni. Perempuan-perempuan zaman sekarang, please stop being so submissive tanpa banyak soal. Dan satu lagi, tolonglah bersedia awal-awal sebelum kahwin, jangan main kahwin aje. Khatamkan buku undang-undang keluarga Islam dulu. Be wary of your future husband (before kahwin memang la setia gila, cuba kalau dah kahwin nanti...hancus). Kalau future husband suruh berhenti kerja, cakap dengan dia "Aku study 11 tahun kat sekolah, tambah setahun setengah buat AUSMAT yang menggila, lepas tu study lagi 4 tahun nak dapat degree kau boleh senang-senang suruh aku berhenti kerjaaa???? Pergi mampus!!!" sambil ugut nak clash kalau dia mention lagi pasal tu.

Fight for your rights

Alice

appropriate professions in the scientific field for Goa trance headz like me part 1

That's a mouthful ya

(of course this is not Goa, but it's scientific enough so yeah)

So yeah. You love Goa trance even before the emergence of the first full moon festival, and your knowledge regarding this particular style of trance would shame Goa Gil himself. You are the Goa version of a quaintrelle, so it's only natural that you take up a job related to Goa trance, innit? Problem is, you are the heir to a legacy of Einsteins, and you are so not going to end up being an underground DJ/producer, spinning and making records that people have stopped listening to since the 2000's (okay, there are people who still listen to Goa trance, but by the turn of the century people have become too preoccupied with psy already, so who cares about Goa anymore?). So what are you going to do then? Study about Goa related stuffs, of course! Here are some professions which you might want to consider.

Mycologist

Let's face it, us Goa headz love our mushrooms. Especially those under the genus psilocybe. We eat them, process them, even make tea out of them. To us, mushrooms are the most sacred God's creation (after Salvia divinorum perhaps), and therefore should be valued and cherished with all our heart. What better way to value the wonders of mushrooms than by studying about them deeply?

Pharmacognosist

Okay, I know I can just say pharmacologist, but that's not accurate enough yaww. Pharmacognosist is, well, an expert in pharmacognosy, which is basically the study of natural remedies, or the study of how mundane plants can become useful medicines and cure any kinds of maladies. Since we Goa headz are so hippie we don't believe in carcinogen-laden modern medicines, being a pharmacognosist is crucial for the Goa headz population to ensure that we can stay healthy without polluting ourselves with man-made poisons (in this context, please conveniently ignore LSD).

Oneirologist

Please do count the number of Goa trance/ psybient songs having references on dreams, be it lucid or vivid or whatever. Too many to count, right? Dream is, after all, an integral element of the Goa biosphere, since the nature of dreams itself is highly mystical. I mean, where else can you find yourself flying without wings, confidently naked while surfing across what seemed to be a highly altered version of your childhood hometown accompanied by various sorts of distorted beings? Salviatrip, perhaps, but that doesn't count. A career as an expert in the scientific study of dreams helps you to uncover the mysteries behind what happens when one slips into an REM state. And nothing is more Goa than uncovering the mysteries behind that one. You can also study about the very mystical lucid dreaming, and astral projection for that matter. Oh, speaking of astral projection...

Astral Projectionologist/ OOBEologist

Okay, I made this one up. But one can always start.

Cosmologist

You see, the study of the Universe has been fascinating us Goa headz from the start. You'll find these cosmic elements in abundance in Goa trance, from the samples taken from films like 2001 A Space Odyssey, Star Trek, Star Wars and Dune, to the 'deep space noises' drones and synths (e.g. Zero by Astral Projection) and the cosmic-sounding outfit names and song titles (e.g. Space Tribe and Dancing Galaxy respectively). Maybe it has got to do with the whole Hindu mythology of which Goa headz are very fond of (it is, after all, Goa trance). You ask me why cosmology? Well, you can always take astrophysics or astronomy, or if you are very inclined, exoplanetology, but none of them is as mystical as cosmology, and you can never be Goa enough unless you are immersed in something highly mystical innit?

Psychopharmacologist

Because Rick Strassman is one. Studying about DMT and other psychoactive substances is so much fun, really. By being a psychopharmacologist, you can deepen your understandings on how those drugs work on your body to distort your conscious perceptions. Uh, no really. You actually focus more on what happens when one takes them psychoactive drugs, taking note on any changes in behaviour, mood, thinking, those stuffs (Wiki 2010). In short, you observe people babbling about "meeting highly intelligent creatures, telling me all the secrets of the world, seeing the past, present and the future all blended into one, feeling an overwhelming sense of love, peace, knowledge and tranquility...". Now that must be fun.

Plus point, you can always get a free dose of DMT (or two) any given time, "for the benefits of humanity".

So there you go. Plenty of options already. Who says you have to give up your future to live a very Goa life? And who says you have to give up your passion to have a secure future? You can indeed get the best of both worlds!

Happy studying and Boom!

Alice